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Wednesday, September 26, 2007

11:48:00 PM


T H E c o m i n g o f a g e (Abang2 seh ~ LOLs.)


I guess all i got to say is HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME~ *on a side note, i am not egoistical, this is the first time i gave a shit for my birthday, due to several reasons that you will find out later* Woots, the big 18 uh, chey! Abang2 Seh~ ** means chey! Big Brother Already! (Qoute Yan) ** LOLs. I guess its true, the older you get, the more you appreciate life, i got to give a big shout-out to AA Boy! He treated me to a movie just now, **Balls Of Fury** Best movie ever, for several reasons, one being Maggie Q *which is short for Quigley* (i did my research xD) and another reason, for the frigging funny storyline, i guess alot has happened recently, and i will post it later, as i have to make it in time for this post to air, as i owe it to FFA and any poor souls that reads my blog ** I highly doubt there is a vast pool, as i am not that popular with people ( I know its hard to believe, but its true =X ) Well i guess thats all, and they say that 18 is the best, i agree for several reasons, finally i am able to take my freaking car license that EVERYONE in the world keeps asking me, diaoz. And the same answer they will be greeted by; "Er, sorry not yet 18 uh, september" And with the same response from EVERYONE "Oowh, ok." Dotz. I know i look old, but for Pete's Sake, i am young ok... Looks are very dceiving, LOLS. I may have a stubble going on there, but i am only 17 currently, WELL NOT ANYMORE! LOLs. This year its special, as i celebrated with alot of people, namely the Wit-Wit-Wit-Wicky! FFA and the Kats, and well my family, oowh yeah and of course AA boy, my dearest only other malay Liger-mate, eventhough he always MIA during outings, he shocked me with his gesture, for that, AA boy, you deserve a big thanks~ But alas, i missed my darling, Xian Wei * goes to corner and sobz silently * Hes not here thanks to something called National Service~ I think hes botak now, wonder how he looks like without hair * Cant Imagine * Due to the excessive exposure to his jRock Hairdos~ Misses ~ Sadness, but alas, i have promised him undying attention when he gets back, or rather i forced him out, LOLS. But alas, SAME DIFFERENCE, lols. Alright, its been great so far, and we have reached the end of my post, but we'll sing just one more song, thanks for doing your part, you sure are smart, you know its me and you, and my blog too, we can do anything, that we put our minds into *Changed abit, LOLS*

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Tuesday, September 4, 2007

12:57:00 AM


T H E Apology ( Sorry Miss Grace )


Guys, it seemed that i have wronged one of my lecturers, i misconstrued her good intentions for ill ones and i have to make it public, from the bottom of my heart, i am sorry Miss Grace Yap, i know that an apology isnt enough as I have seemingly caused you a compromise in your integrity, but this is the best thing i can do as of now to clear your name, i sincerely hope that you will accept my apology, and i hope that we can start on a fresh slate, furthermore, i erased the older blog entry of defaming you of alot of things, i hope that you will accept my apology and that you would not hold it against me

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Saturday, September 1, 2007

1:48:00 AM


T H E Date, Not. (This Is A Super Long Post, Sorry)


Today was a great day, went out early in the morning for friday prayers, didnt even cared to go to my secondary school because of a simple reason, the teachers that i was greatful to werent teaching there anymore, hated to meet all those old dunmanites ( i grew like freaking god damn fat since the sec school days due to excessive eating and sleeping XD ) and the teachers that i wanted to meet, i saw them in TP the other day =.=! Hahas, in short, there was no freaking reason for me to feel sentimental and all that crap no matter what the hell you all might say to make me change my mind, i am not a sentimental person and my emotions nearly equate to a rock ( or something like that that does not have feelings, according to someone, i forgot who the hell said that =P ). Went out with my gay partner today, went out with him yesterday and also with elmo(AA Boy XD we all know why hes called elmo, nvr you mind ), but elmo wasnt present today, instead Simon AkA Fellatio, Formerly known as BJ, LOLS ( Notice the trend? Muarahas ) Went IT yesterday, and we went again today, i wanted to buy alot of things, but the thing is, i cannot afford anything =.=! The predicament of being poor = Not being able to spend money on things you want, Predicament of being rich = Having excessive wealth and not able to spend all the money you have since you have all the things you want =.=! Thus, moral of story, rich people out there, i have what you dont and you have what i dont, so why not help me to help you, Lols. Anyways, we went to the legendary Donut Factory yesterday,the queue was suprisingly damn frigging short, we waited ard 15 mins and we were promptly attended to, thumbs for DF! And then we proceeded to eat linner ( lunch and dinner ) with XW and Aslam each carrying their loot, and wherever we went, ppl keep staring at us, i was feeling alienish, since i dont usually get stares, if you get my drift, but never mind about that, then we went back to PR, to meet XW sister and slack ard awhile, and that was when i tried the first doughnut, the legendary double chocolate, when i put it in my mouth and ate it, i was like Good Gracious AssA Bombacious DANG IT GOD, WHY WHY TELL ME WHY W-H-Y TELL ME WHY, i felt as if i found my wife sia, the thing was like GODLIKE. It almost had light emanating all around it like an aura sia, one word sia, Steam. Period. Then went back, and bought like one and a half dozen for my family, and it had ard 6 double choc in total, and it was like POOOOF! They all went up in thin air, LOLS. Then my sister was like, errr eh, can buy for me again for my bdae? 0.o! I was like "Errr ok, see how, if god permits and if i have the money that is, LOLS." My mom took pity on me and said, " I sponser uh" HAHAHAH, success, then when my dad came home, he was like, "Eh makan doughnut? No wonder you keep fluctuating Ahmad =.=!" My mom then came to my defense and said " He is fat because he wants to be fat, because he is my king kong. LOLS. " HAAHAHAHA, i was like ok. Ya. Hahas. My whole family couldnt stop laughing, and i was stoned for the rest of the night, the next day, i met XW, as usual, he was late for an hour, something that i could not decipher, i went to mosque to pray, and i was on time, he who was at home the whole day, still came an hour late, i felt like an ass waiting for him, lols. Anyways, we went down to HF to catch HEROES! Woots, the best tv show in lalaland and beyond! Hahahas, i took like a dozen pics of them, but mostly of bad quality, due to excessive crowd disorder and the fact that XW sitting on my shoulder and taking the picture meant that there was no stability, lols. I cant believe i still got strength, lols. I carried him on my shoulders for like 15 mins or something? Hahaha, constant sia, MCP ( macam paham, meaning yeah right ) And then like two group of girls, asked me for help to take pictures, me being the gentleman that i am (*coughs*) of course took them up on their offers, (no, i didnt carry them on my shoulders, i am not a pervert =.=!) rather, XW took shots for them instead, we took quite a number for them, and the gratefully thanked us for it, me and XW keep saying that they would blog about us most probably, LOLS. BhB (Buay Hiao Bai) lols. I wanted to post the pictures, but as you can see from the time of the post, its frigging nearing three and the cable and all that crappy software shit is in my sisters room, lols. We then went to meet BJ to go to the IT fair, we all went around the COMEX place crap, and we all took a mental note of what each of us wanted to buy, KEYWORD people WANTED. Then we went to bucks to slack awhile, until 1115 actually, and we all went back, i missed the last 15 at PR inter, so i had to take 58, which was a better alternative to 21, but i preferred 15 =D And tomorrow is only gonna get better because i have an outing with my beloved freshies! And i forgot all about my appointment with FFA, not good, brothers, forgive me for i have sinned, but i know yall will forgive me aite? *Winks* Hehes, Going JTs house tmrw to watch some movies i guess and maybe chill and open some whiskey? *Hoping very hard* Since the last time i went there, i ended up drinking quite some cups, lols. Loves Whiskey, Hates Carlsberg, LOLS. Dont drink kids, yall will become like me, a shagged old man, lols. I guess this is the end, and i dont think anyone reached this point as i believe i wrote like at least two essays worth of words and crap, for those that finish reading this post, i have one thing to say to you all, either you all really like reading my crap, you are name Hafiz or Zhafir, you are someone that has WAY too much time, or you are reading this and skipping all the crap in the middle, no matter who you are, whatever you do, thanks for even bothering to read this crap, dont need to thank me for the venom, the fees will be sent to you post shortly to notify you of the payment, lols. Oops! Time for crap is over, i need to slp, nd to send my sister to Beach Road Tmrw, i hope i get to drive them, no chance there i guess, dads around, lols. All right, thanks for everything and i hope that i havent bored you to death, till next time, HOLLA!

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T H E c y c l o n e


12012 - Cyclone

(Kanji Version)

君の香りさえ分からない きみの仕草さえ分からない 全ての記憶をかき消され 生きてく意味さえ分からない 生き抜く意志さえ分からない 思えば誰に愛された? 過ぎてゆく季節のなかで 巡りめく時の流れに 全てを飲まれてしまって きみのもとへ辿り着く 争い合った日々も悲しみに崩れた夜さえ現在(いま)を生きる為の糧に変わり始める 君の居場所さえ分からない 君の笑顔さえ分からない 不安の渦に流されて 心の傷は癒せない 心の涙も拭えない 孤独で狂ってしまいそうで 愛し合う季節はまるで あの頃の二人の様で 全てを忘れてしまって 必ず君に逢いに行く 憎しみ合った日々も絶望に苦悩した夜も 僕を創る為の糧に変わり 約束の場所で今君を待ち遠くを見つめる だけど君は現れない 誰か答えを 「未来の僕は今本当に笑えていますか?」 現在を生きる僕自身に語り 約束の時間だね 此処で今君を捜すけど 何処にも居ない どうしてねぇ? 誰か答えを

(Romanji Version)

I wish you out, out the west trail
I wish you out, out the west trail
I wish you out, out the west trail

kimi no kaori sae wakaranai
kimi no shigusa sae wakaranai
subete no kioku wo kakikesare

ikiteku imi sae wakaranai
ikinuku imi sae wakaranai
omoeba dare ni aisareta

sugite yuku kisetsu no naka de
megurimeku toki no negare ni
subete wo somarete shimatte
kimi no moto e tadoritsuku

arasoi atta hibi mo
kanashimi ni kuzureta yoru sae
ima1 wo ikiru tame no kate ni
kawari hajimeru

kimi no ibasho sae wakaranai
kimi no egao sae wakaranai
fuan no uzu ni nagasarete
kokoro no kizu wa iyasenai
kokoro no namida mo nuguenai
kodoku de kurutte shimaisou de

aishiau kisetsu wa maru de
ano goro no futari no you de
subete wo wasurete shimatte
kanarazu kimi ni ai ni yuku

nikushimiatta hibi mo
zetsubou ni kunou shita yoru mo
boku wo tsukuru tame no kate ni kawari
yakusoku no basho de
ima kimi wo machi took wo mitsumeru
dakedo kimi wa arawarenai
dare ka kotae wo

"mirai no boku wa ima hontou ni waraeteimasu ka?"
ima1 wo ikiru boku jishin ni katari
yakusoku no jikan da ne
koko de kimi wo sagasu kedo doko ni mo inai
doushite nee? dare ka kotae wo

I wish you out, out the west trail
I wish you out, out the west trail
I wish you out, out the west trail

(Meaning, I tried my best ok =x)

I wish you out, out the west trail
I wish you out, out the west trail
I wish you out, out the west trail

I don't even know your fragrance
I don't even know your actions
All of my memories have been erased

I don't even know what it means to start over
I don't even know what it means to survive
If I think, who did I fall in love with?

In the passing season, in the current of cycling time
Everything gets swallowed up
I'll struggle on towards where you are

The day which where spent in conflict and even the nights
When I crumbled in sorrrow have begun to change into the provisions
That keep me alive

I wish you out, out the west trail
I wish you out, out the west trail
I wish you out, out the west trail

I don't even know your whereabouts
I don't even know your smile
It's all been drained into a swirl of anxiety

The scars on my heart won't heal
And the tears of my heart won't stop
It seem I'll go mad, trapped in solitud

As though the season we fell in love
Just like the lovers of that one time, Everything is forgotten
Without fail I'll come to be with you

The days which where spent in hatred and the nights
When I suffered in despair
They've changed into the provisions which compose me

At the promised place,
Right now I'm waiting at a distance,
Looking everywhere for you

But you won't appear
Someone please answer me

I don't even know your fregrance
I don't even know your actions
All of my memories have been erased

I don't even know what it means to start over
I don't even know what it means to survive
If I think, who did I fall in loved with?

As though the season we fell in love
Just like the lovers of that one time

Everything will be lost
Everything is forgotten
Without fall I'll come to be with you

"Is my future self really laughing right now?"
The me who exist now say to myself

It's the promised time,
Isn't it, Even though right now
I'm here looking for you

You aren't anywhere
Why not? Someone please answer me

Hahas, success, it shud be correct, i hope, *gulps* jRock - one word! Er, well it just plain ole' ROCKS!

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Thursday, August 23, 2007

10:59:00 PM


T H E Other Simpsonized One(s)!



Haha, Apu is damn cool, all chocolate and stuff, so i decided to be chocolatey too, my true color, hehehe

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T H E Simpsonized One(s)!



I guess everyone wants to be like the simpsons eh? Hahas, well take a look at these two babies, yours truly, hahahaha

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My Celebs-Look-Alike


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XxMAdZxX

Evil
Metal Head
Sianzeded
Shaggedelicio
Sexdified
"Abit Thick uh."

SPAM UH!


Not-So-Random People

Huipeng!
fez!
fir!
Will!
mEl!
Tobs!
Miss mArie!
Ah Beng!
Miguel AkA Wan
HuiBin!
Celine!
Joyceee!
Surin!
June!
Small Bear AkA Wan Ting!
Shui Jin!
jxuann!
Benny!
Derick!
Fiora!
Big Bear AkA Sheng Yang!
Hsien Wei AkA Naix or Xian!
Ah Moey AkA Melissa!
Xue Ping!
Aslam AkA AA Boy!
Alwi AkA The Man With Many Names!
Masturah AkA Mas!


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